Friday, December 10, 2004

Sometimes....

Sometimes the very thing that gets you through the day turns on you and really pisses you off. I was looking forward to getting out of the house tonight and actually doing something on a Friday night...but nope. Something "came up" and that so called person decided that they would rather hang out with someone else. To me...that's a load of shit. For once this week I actually believed that things would start looking up for me....but life has a way of throwing more shit on your plate.

I also find it funny how the people you think are your friends are also the one's that can hurt you the most. They make fun of you, lie to you, and generally just stab you in the back. Everyone I considered to be my "friend" this week has ended up stabbing me in the back in one form or another. I've been made fun of, lied to, abandoned, and also found out that apparently to someone...I wasn't even considered a boyfriend to. What the heck....seriously...what have I done to deserve half this crap?

And if you haven't already guessed it...this week has been pretty crappy. And at one point...well we won't go there. I would just like to thank all those "wonderful" people this week that have made it hell on earth for me.

And as before....I said a long time ago that at that point my blogging days were over...well...so I lied....but this will be my LAST one. I don't see the point in it anymore. I don't have anything good and meaningful to write so I'll just stop. Not that anyone could really care...but I thought I would share it with yall....GOOD BYE....and may I and this blog RIP!

Tha Viper............

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Why Bother Updating....

I'm not really sure why everyone wants me to update. I mean...I would update if I actually had something to talk about...but I don't. So what am I supposed to talk about?

I'm getting pretty tired of high school and everyone in it. Like Kate says everyone is so immature and it just gets on my nerves. I mean...yes making fun of people can be fun...don't get me wrong, but I think people often take things a little to far and don't drop things. Take yesterday for example....I'm still pretty pissed at a few people. But hey...what am I supposed to do about it.

Yesterday sucked pretty badly. First of all I leave for school forgetting to fix my hair so I had an afro all day. Second some people in third period really pissed me off. Third, I didn't get to help with my friends "float" for the Christmas Parade. Fourth, my parents decided to eat dinner while I was at the parade and so I didn't get any dinner.

That's about all I've got to say about anything...except today isn't going any better (told you so KR)

Tha Viper

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

New T-Shirt Idea

I've come up with a new idea for a t-shirt. On the front it will say : "WBHS" then on the back it says: "Continuing The Tradition: SSDD"

What a great shirt huh? It's going to be cool...and hey it even tells the truth so I can't get in trouble! I think I'm going to go home and make it tonight...if I get time.

I guess it was about time for me to update wasn't it.....but now I really have nothing to say. Which doesn't really help. So...I guess I'll just ramble about random things. Today has been a crappy day so far. I had to go to school...not cool. The thought of me going to school today sparked the shirt idea because it really is how I feel everyday coming to this nonlearning institution. I was bored out of my mind today in Public Safety, got to use my lighter a lot in Sci (by the way...the only thing I've learned from this school was to always carry a lighter around), and Technology is going to suck today as usual. No telling what we will do in AP Lit...not that I'm really planning on doing anything in there anyway...but still.

That's about it for now I guess....not much to say at this point. Later Yall

Tha Viper

Monday, November 22, 2004

I'm beginging to think....

that I don't have a purose in life...me being here is pointless. It seems that when I need someone to talk to....all my "friends" leave me. Or maybe my purpose is thus....to be the loner...to be the odd man out. To be the person who can't seem to find someone when I need them most.

Today sucked balls. School was boring and pointless...as usual. I get home from school and then my brother ruins dinner for us. So we have to go fast food...which normally wouldn't bother me...but I get my chicken sandwich from Arby's and about half of it is grissle...what the hell. I mean...the past two nights I haven't had a real dinner....I get half a chicken sandwich tonight...and last nights dinner consisted of me eating a bag of popcorn.

And as I type...I'm getting told on because my brother is a dick.

The one night I really wish I was working is the one night I can't because of the weather. Stupid rain....

My friends abandon me, my family pisses me off, and I hate Winder with a deep burning passion. I'm glad I'm leaving for college next year...maybe I can get away from everyone I hate.

Yall wanted me to update so this is the shit you're forced to read....HA HA HA

Maybe if people actually gave a crap about me I might be a little more hesitant with what I write....but who cares anymore...I sure as heck don't


Tha Viper

P.S. The world can kiss my @$$

Friday, November 19, 2004

People Change

I'm going to start blogging again I guess. I haven't got much else to do anymore...now that the movie is almost done. Besides...I had a few loyal fans that wanted me to keep blogging...and I've decided I would start up again just for them.


I've noticed something over the past few weeks...the people I thought I knew have changed into totally different people. One has changed into the type of person I kinda wish they were a long time ago (but I'm not complaining) and the other has changed into a person I no longer recognize. A person that seems to hate me being alive...a person that never wants to talk to me.....a person that only seems to care about one person.

Now I'm all for change...change can be a great thing. Most of the time it is....but there are those cases where they can be horrible things. Now I guess I could be over reacting....but I really wish that one person was the same person I once thought I knew. But I guess we can't always get what we want.

Things have been going pretty good around here lately. The only bad parts have been school for the most part. There are a few people at much lunch table that really piss me off and ruin the rest of the day for me. I am also reminded daily why I want out of high school soooo bad. Classes that I never learn jack in (ex. technology), teachers I can't stand, and people I hate with a passion. Enough complaining...

I'll write more later....I have to get up early to go work again...Later Yall!!

Tha Viper

Friday, November 05, 2004

Friends!?!

I'm begining to think I don't have any friends, or that I'm losing all the ones I did have. Apparently one "friend", wont speak to me anymore for some unknown reason. Prolly from an email I sent her....which I'm sorry about cause I said a few things out of anger. Another "friend" apparently doesn't want me in her life anymore....go figure. And the rest of them just seem to only want me around so they can either talk about me behind my back or make fun of me. I thought I had friends...but I guess I was wrong. But hey....not my problem anymore.

This is most likely going to be the VERY last post you see me write. The people I used to post for could give a shit less about me know. I was thinking about coming back recently...then a number of events started happening and I really don't think that I should start posting again, both here and over at "News For The Masses". Sorry SF...but I just don't care anymore....

I guess I should end this now...since nobody will read it and I have no friends to write for anyway...so good bye for good

tha viper

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Last Post For A While....

I've decided that I've really got nothing to say to yall anymore. So I've come to the conclusion that I will just stop posting for a while...until something comes along that will get me in the mood to again. So for all my loyal fans (which there aren't too many of you) I want to thank you for reading this stuff and putting up with my crap from the begining. I hope that when I do start posting again you will all return. But until I come across something that makes me want to start posting again...I guess this will become a dead site. So I will catch yall later.....

Tha Viper